It is no secret that fish need water to survive. Without water, a fish will most certainly “suffocate,” perishing as a result of trying to breath with “no air;” proverbial air that is. The primary issue at hand is that I am a Pisces, a fish, and I have lost my lifeline, my water bearer, quite some time ago and I’m struggling to survive. You’re probably wondering how I made it this long without water, but that is simple; every now and again my water bearer brings me a little, just enough to continue on, but not enough to get my fill. My water is rationed in small increments. I am given the opportunity to dive in but am quickly pulled back out, never truly able to frolic and flourish the way that all fish need to. In essence, I am flopping around on the dock, praying that my water bearer will oh so gently, place me back into the water so I can live. I mean really live.
Life in general is difficult, but it can be even more intolerable once you lose the very thing that has kept you going for so long. Although there are many things that inspire and motivate me, there is something missing. The water that every fish needs is no longer available to me and I feel as if I am sinking into an endless pit of sand, and am struggling to break free from air's choke hold. The only way to truly end this suffering is for the water bearer to unselfishly shower me with the very element that I need. So this is my plea to my water bearer, my Aquarius, there is so much that I need from you, but until you decide to be as generous as I have been, I will remain on the dock of life praying for your mercy. Until next time, *SMOOCHES*
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